All Grey Wardens have to deal with the consequences of the taint. Nightmares. The knowledge that it will eventually consume you. All the terrible burden of this evil in your blood. Frankly it’s a lot to endure. And the Wardens are there for each other to help.
Anders however, since he left for Kirkwall, has no-one to help him. Not even his cat.
I’m not crying you’re crying
are you loki, god of knives? 🗡🙄 